Category Archives: *prayers*

*Savana*

On June 13, 2017, a part of my heart died when I was informed that my baby girls’ heartbeat had stopped. I was full term, 39 & 3 days pregnant. My due date was June 17, 2017. With an 8lb … Continue reading

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*from my dear friend: MaryAnn*

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*Ninth Day Prayer*

It’s the ninth day praying for my baby girls’ soul. Tears continue to fall regardless. And even when I’m not praying, I still cry secretly inside. I hide the pain because of Isaac. I hide it for him, so that … Continue reading

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*Fifth Day Prayer*

It’s the 5th day praying for Savana.  It seems like I’ve cried more tears even though I’m not as sure as to why I thought I wouldn’t cry as much as the first day prayer.  Will the tearful nights ever … Continue reading

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*First Night Prayer*

I began Savana’s 9 day prayer tonight.  Every time I looked at her picture, I kept asking myself, “will she know that I’m her mother when I pass and our souls meet for the first time?”  Will she grow up … Continue reading

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*Legend of the Sand Dollar*

​ ​ Saw this at Savers and thought it was interesting.  We picked up some sand dollars while visiting Morro Bay.  In memory of my mom and dad who started that tradition of visiting Morro Bay.  May they always be … Continue reading

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*Heartfelt Prayer*

I really don’t know how or can’t put down all that I feel right now.  I want to but it hurts.  I’m feeling so much right now.  However, this picture says it just perfectly. *this after speaking with Brian and … Continue reading

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